Ornery, When you say, "I honestly want to know if this particular case changed any minds." that sounds like a pretty emotionally detached neutral sounding kind of curiosity not in keeping with the profound heat you put in other statements, "If I knew certainly they did it, absolutely. If he killed somebody I know, I'd rather he died much more slowly, and yes, I'd do that too!" for example. I bit later you say to somebody else, "I just HAD to hear anti death penalty people make excuses for NOT killing the sniper." Putting those two together and I'd say your answer to me wasn't wholly genuine or at least very comprehensive.
Maybe I was expecting too much from a simple question, because I at least should be aware enough to know that generally people don't have much idea at all as to what their motivation is. I guess probably knowing ones motivation is something we even prefer not to look at, because it can often be not very pretty, or very self flattering.
I would guess, for example, that you are pissed at the sniper, so pissed, perhaps, and want him so dead, that, maybe, it even troubles you a bit. That might not consciously of course, but enough that the thought of people having a contrary opinion, not feeling that angry themselves, also pisses you off. And maybe you want to get at them too so you can shut up that little voice of doubt inside. That's just a guess, of course, I could be wrong.
But I'm in the habit of going with my guesses; enough darts and you generally hit something, they say, so just in case, I'll play along. But of course my intention would not be to silence any such voice, but to bring it to the fore and let it roar.
Suddenly I recall a saying and I don't know if I remember it correctly or not. Did Christ say that how you treat the least among us is how you will treat me. Maybe I should see if I can google that:
Yes, ?Matt.25:31-46. This is the familiar last judgement text where the king divides the sheep from the goats, ending with the equally familiar "in so much as you have done it unto the least of these, you have done it to me".
What could this mean. Well I'm only one person, and not a Christian one at that, so I could be wrong, but I think he means this:
Who is Christ, this me that you treat as you treat the least? If it is not Christ, himself, as it would seem Christians would say, it would at minimum be that thing of which Christ is a representation, something sacred or divine, either God, or if that's not your thing, than something of which God is a symbol. Well for me that is the true self, the real self, the enlightened being, the Buddha, the one we all are and don't know we are.
And what if instead of how we treat the least among us, it's the other way round. What if it's how we treat our own true self is how we threat the least among us. Well that, if it were true, might cause an intelligent person to sit up and take notice. Naturally I don't expect that to happen since I don't think we?re in any more command of our brains than we are of any other aspects of our self. But assuming it's true than the way you feel about the sniper and what you want to do to him is what you have actually done and do to yourself, why I can imagine why occasionally you might get curious as to whether anybody's changed their mind. Of course you want to change your mind. You'd love to change your mind. You're dying to change it, but also dying because you can't. It's kind of like being crucified isn't it? It also kind of makes you want to crucify somebody yourself. Yup, this kind of information makes people a little bit edgy and want to 'have a parade'.
Now Jesus was one hell of a dude, er, maybe one heavenly dude, and I wouldn't want even to pretend to be the kind of Bleeding Heart, he was, but it has affected the way I look at things. I can see the self-hate, feel it sort of at times, or see how it works indirectly. I haven't made it let go, but I try not to feed it like a beast. We are all filled with rage that we were diverted, perverted and subverted too, however John Lenon put it in that song I forget. We are just waiting for the PROPER JUSTIFICATION to come along to dump our hate, to purge ourselves of pent up frustration. It?s cathartic, but not curative so long as we remain unconscious of the source and were we picked it up. To me that?s the job of self-exploration and the inner journey and in modern terms, maybe what psychiatry will someday become.
So the reason you forgive the sniper is because the way you hate him is the way you hate yourself. That doesn?t mean you let him go or have any expectation that he?s going to change. It means you know what drove him because you?ve got a case of it yourself. Ultimately it would be nice to be free, to love and fully have your self in totality. In the mean time it?s a journey, and wherever you are on it, I wish you well. I know that inwardly I am the least among us, as in ?that?s how I feel?. I put Jesus on the cross. He did say, did he not, ?Forgive them Father for they know not what they do.?