Go easy on Moonbeam. Years of self hate has declined his ability a self search. so he ask out of the need of community support to help.
Thank you for demonstrating how people with some specific kind of emotional burr up their ass and then conditioned by hate to despise their original selves for their original naiveté become the instruments for passing that very ass burred bigotry on to others.
What you couldn't have know as a bigot is what is possible for somebody who lacks your bigotry. My question as to what the fuss was about wasn't there to express my desire to know the details. I already knew them. My intention was to demonstrate that I am personally inwardly completely indifferent to the issue.
On the one hand you have a bunch of racially sick black people demanding that black lives matter, filled with the self hatred for their own race kindly passed onto them by the self hate of white people. and on the other hand you have those same self hating white people who can't face the fact of the damage their own racial group lacks the courage to face.
What you are witnessing is the madness produced by self hate, the mechanically nature of people who are emotionally asleep to what they feel and how they came to feel it. Once a person is infected with the disease of self hate he or she seeks some "Other" to lay the blame and guilt on. Nobody will allow themselves to die from their pain. All build an armor of ego denial to survive, all these sleeping robots wondering around trying to lay blame of the other for the pain they are afraid to feel, all trying to escape the realization that we were all made to feel like the worst in the world.
A dove calls outside. My cat sits in the window, tail atwitch. Cool wind registers on my skin. I am surrounded by beauty and peace. I have no race, no group or club to belong to. I came and I will pass away. You seek to cure the world by policing what people think but the war has no end externally. Out there is only the violence of gyrating programmed machines. There is no peace for wind up tops. If you want to be free, let go of all your issues. Relax and be happy. We only have this one little slice of time.
