what ever "hurt" he inflicted on others sounded pretty mild. Basically breaking up with girl friends, without telling them the real reason. It's not like he was out raping little children himself. He was being way to hard on himself - he really wasn't horrible or evil, he just saw himself that way.
as for thinking he was gay, being raped & sexually molested by a man from a young age, no doubt had a very confusing effect on how he saw himself.
have you considered, you freaking pea brain, that the person he wanted to kill was the person who raped him?
He likely holds his parent accountable for allowing the molester into his life via their blind religious beliefs. i.e. he's probably a member of their church and they blindly allowed him access to their children and home just because he professes to be a Good Christian(TM)I don't get why he outed his parents, but not his molester.
Exactly, all these people condoning that he wanted to kill someone yet I'm the piece of shit.
He said he tried to go to many doctors, but they were no help.
He identified the problem, but chose not to do anything about it. He resigned his life very early on. Aside from what happened to him early on in life, he is solely responsible for everything else that he caused himself. If you can take the time to analyze your life like that, suicide is just a cop out.
Go fuck yourself. If he can take the time to analyze his life like that, then he's doing everything that some fucking therapist could or would do for him, except he's doing it even more openly and honestly with himself than anyone who has experienced so much darkness could ever do with another.
The notion that the guy somehow was responsible for his own unrelenting pain that wouldn't ever leave and always came back no matter what...just go fuck yourself. He struggled with this every day for 20+ years. What the fuck have you ever done that required so much strength?
And people off themselves all the time after seeing a therapist for years. It could have helped him, but by no means is it certain or even extremely likely that it would have.I completely disagree. Just because you think about something traumatic doesn't mean you are doing the same thing a therapist would. Quite the opposite: you are probably focusing on all the wrong things.