How are you any different, You take the ludicrous parts and assume there is no God. You do exactly the same thing. You don't believe in a god that can't possibly exist but you don't see that your excited defense of that position as being absurd. Why not shout on the rooftops you have no bananas in your clothes hamper. Partial ownership of the ludicrous is better than full ownership and you should try it.
Why not ask yourself, since there are billions of folk who believe in this fantasy called God or truth or enlightenment, or something really odd and different, what the fuck the origin and basis of such a feeling could be. But you don't have that feeling and don't get it either, so everybody who believes in something they can't prove is there must be inferior to you. They may in the majority be nuts, but they are not any farther away than you are. They believe in something and you believe you know what that something can't be and go from there to the notion that any kind of something must therefore not exist.