its all just a dream. we come into life as unconditioned beings and through life on earth we condition our imaginations for an existence outside of our physical body. Our body is just a tool to become aware of our existence. God gave us free will, its not that he isnt in the room, its that he has stepped back to let us make our own decisions. If that wasnt the case, we would all be robots and lack free thought. and that my friends, imho, would suck worse than feeling like God abandoned us or doesnt exist. and yes, i think im tripping.