All you had to do was substantiate your claims, but instead you wandered off into crazy land. Whenever you want to get back on track, you can start by showing that your claims have some sort of basis in fact.
One wonders, if the things you say were thoroughly true, why would you try so very hard to avoid demonstrating their truth? :hmm:
There's no point. Nothing is good enough for you. I have no reason to waste time proving
every single thing I ever say, because everything I say is ignored unless I can come up with some mystical proof that cannot be defined by the requesters. You don't even bother to evaluate what I say at face value, you immediately reject it.
And the worst part of it all, is the reasons things are rejected. The assumptions constantly made about me even when I reject the assumptions 10 times in the same thread. Assumptions on what I believe, assumptions on my intentions. It's this crazy little imaginative world you live in where everything is only what you pretend it to be, and anyone who knows better is the crazy one. You immediately reject because you want to keep the walls up, too afraid of what it might mean if everything you believed in was a lie. And maybe it isn't all a lie, maybe it is all actually a lot simpler than you realize. But that too is far too scary to accept. That life could be simpler than it seems.
You want something from me but you don't even know what that is. You think I want something but it is only made up in your mind. I am not even here, all you see is a projection of your own thoughts.