Uppsala9496
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Thanks! Yeah, it's life changing - you know that feeling you get in your arms when you workout the next day, the afterglow? I feel that in my chest/heart, as if my heart was overworking for years.. Almost justifies me walking out of my last job, chain smoking and expensive and heart killing deli lunches could have killed me in 10 yearsCongrats on following through with the docs. Looks like it is really helping.
Congrats! Just dealing with personal shit takes courage. I was so petrified of being judged (honestly have stayed away from cardiologists because of my man boobs and their history of ragging on me for my fat ass and smoking) that I was putting my life at risk. Luckily I found someone competent, but it did take some doc-jumping. And cigarettes are the dumbest things ever. Never settle for a subpar doc and do your research!that is how i felt when i finally got on advair for my asthma. i had been using my fast act relief inhaler for like 2 decades, like 3x a day or more sometimes, and then i finally tried advair one day at the doctors.
i hadn't been able to breathe as well as i did 15 minutes after taking that, in probably 10+ years. it was incredible and felt life changing. since that day (which was like 6-7 years ago) i have used my inhaler probably 2-3 times. i haven't had one in years.
:thumbsup:**weird update 03/2016**
So I canceled that interview, overbearing HR aside I didn't want to deal with the drive. Something judgy and republican was said in the thread about 'self medicating' with pot, and how I should be seeking professional advice instead of smoking pot. I saw the logic in that so scheduled an appointment with a shrink and was completely honest with her, telling her about my pot use and former drinking habit. I explained how I was always tired physically while my mind was always doing the opposite, and that I stopped ADHD treatment in the past because adderall made me an angrier, more efficient jerk and went as far as being honest about sexual side effects. She was incredible, and addressed my concerns with a mellow, sexual disfunction free blend of low milligram anti-anxiety and adhd meds that don't tend to cause agitation/aggression. She also didn't judge my pot use, and immedietly said I was self medicating for anxiety and said I'd be over the need in weeks. Class friggin act.
She also suggested that I immediately see a cardiologist, and I broke tradition and actually followed through. It was a good decision because my resting bpm was intense and my blood pressure out of whack. Explains the headaches I smoked pot to get rid of. He put me on a very mild dose of blood pressure control meds and the headaches are gone and the fast heart beat mellowing out.
I also have not craved a cigarette and smoke less pot, I'm weening myself but am in no rush to quit cold turkey, I believe it has it's uses and shouldn't be vilified. . I need to get back to the workforce so it doesn't fit, but I may just end up a stoner when I retire . I'm also not constantly chasing energy through snickers, I've lost 6 pounds so far. I am tired, but my heart's pumping at a gentler pace so I think I have to just get used to the pace and that it's not really exhaustion, and it can take up to 6 weeks for me to feel the full benefits.
PSA - go to the doctors. I feel like an idiot for not going sooner.
pluggins away on the job search, but I'm a hell of a lot less stressed out
Quick reply since I'm in a rush, but thanks for the thoughtful reply!:thumbsup:
It took awhile to sort things out myself, but getting on a combo of Wellbutrin and Zoloft has been freaking awesome for me. As you said, it takes a little while for the full effects to be noticeable, might be hard to notice but after a few months it'll just kind of click and you'll realize how much improvement you've had.
Glad you're giving yourself the attention and have received good treatment. Marijuana isn't evil, not in the least, but it should be fun or a supplemental treatment for various physical health concerns, but mental health always requires something else.
Curious if they got you on Wellbutrin? That can be useful for some types of ADHD/ADD, and also is good for anxiety and depression. Primarily the reason I was put on it, as a combo to address a few concerns. The Zoloft then was added later to give it an additional kick. Took a little to figure out the right doses for each, but I feel great. Sometimes perhaps a little apathy but there are many possible causes, nutrition is still a major factor in overall wellbeing as well as other activities, so that is what I try to focus on.
But also Wellbutrin (bupropion branded as Zyban, or generic bupropion) is prescribed to some for smoking cessation, so if that's what you are on, that could very well explain the decrease in craving.
I definitely notice I get less out of nicotine than I used too. A large cigar would have me feeling damn good, but now it's just "good."
Congrats on getting things in your life figured out. Reaching out for help can be the most challenging thing a man may face, but once you get that ball rolling, you realize how beneficial it is to simply pay attention and take care of yourself. It's a wonderful feeling.
Yeah, you can feel the immediate effects of something like Vyvanse, as it's essentially a pro-drug of dextroamphetamine, which is one of the enantiomers of amphetamine found in Adderall (75% iirc), but Adderall also has the right-handed enantiomer levoamphetamine. Quite a few people report better response to the pure dextroamphetamine in Vyvanse, reporting that the other enantiomer tends to cause the worse side effects, and it isn't even really active in the brain for the desired effects anyway IIRC.Quick reply since I'm in a rush, but thanks for the thoughtful reply!
I'm now on wellbutrin, vyvanse, and buspar and the combo seems to be giving me such a great sense of calm so far, look forward to weeks from now! I simply don't crave cigs anymore, it's not even on my mind and seeing someone smoke triggers nothing. It's a good feeling! I think I may need more vyvanse because my mind is still all over the place (a vast improvement, but instead of work I've been focusing on fixing my home theater - it's a weird focus), but it could just be that it still takes more time to work. The great thing is that the crash is much less severe, and my wife says I'm goofy and calm vs. intense and kinda a dick like on adderall. Buspar REALLY helps with whatever minor crashing remains, never heard of it but so far so good.
I was on adderall and lexapro for years and was pissed off all the time and couldn't get it up - ended 3 relationships and my shrink back then couldn't care less ("eh, maybe you shouldn't even be dating?"). my new shrink really listens so I look forward to trial and erroring it with her (and actually going to future appointments, insurance covering mental health ftw).
“Employers understand that it doesn’t mean something. Anyone WHO smokes pot can simply stop for many days."
True of most drugs; not true of pot. The actually dangerous stuff, the items you'd very be disturbed regarding, that stuff clears call at some of days. consciousness-altering drug will linger in your system for as long as a month. each assaulter is aware of that they're those WHO find yourself being completely targeted by drug testing. I've had friends WHO quit smoking weed and switched to controlled substance or coke as a result of they were longing for work and frightened of testing positive in a very drug screen.
Well yeah my opinion is that its virtually impossible to be in a relationship on SSRI style antidepressants and have it actually work out. \Quick reply since I'm in a rush, but thanks for the thoughtful reply!
I'm now on wellbutrin, vyvanse, and buspar and the combo seems to be giving me such a great sense of calm so far, look forward to weeks from now! I simply don't crave cigs anymore, it's not even on my mind and seeing someone smoke triggers nothing. It's a good feeling! I think I may need more vyvanse because my mind is still all over the place (a vast improvement, but instead of work I've been focusing on fixing my home theater - it's a weird focus), but it could just be that it still takes more time to work. The great thing is that the crash is much less severe, and my wife says I'm goofy and calm vs. intense and kinda a dick like on adderall. Buspar REALLY helps with whatever minor crashing remains, never heard of it but so far so good.
I was on adderall and lexapro for years and was pissed off all the time and couldn't get it up - ended 3 relationships and my shrink back then couldn't care less ("eh, maybe you shouldn't even be dating?"). my new shrink really listens so I look forward to trial and erroring it with her (and actually going to future appointments, insurance covering mental health ftw).
I guess I can't really add to the argument one way or the other, as I haven't been in a relationship in a few years, but knowing myself, an SSRI isn't necessarily the devil it's cracked up to be. Then again, there are two critical factors: which chemical, and what dosage.Well yeah my opinion is that its virtually impossible to be in a relationship on SSRI style antidepressants and have it actually work out. They basically remove the emotional part of you that is human. Walking, talking repository of your life experiences, check. Actual clear thinking human with emotions, not so much. The memory & logic is always in charge. There is no presence of mind & emotion in the here and now. Which to people who still have emotions, makes people who take SSRIs seem like callous jerks who, through emotional ignorance, push other people around a bit because they are unable to pick up on social cues and the emotions of others very well (and by very well I mean not at all).
Wellbutrin will make you talk about nothing all day. Really not too bad, the people on wellbutrin. Except they will talk at inappropriate times.
Its about as predictable as a long time pot users having a hard time finding the right words but increasing creativity or nicotine making someone more extroverted.
So quit smoking; then it will not be a worry.Full disclosure - yes. I self medicate for social anxiety disorder (I used to take lexapro, which made me gain 50 pounds and made peeing difficult, bad scene) but, beyond justifications, I enjoy it (I don't drink, quit nicotine and have been dieting - pot is literally my only vice)
Since I smoked as recently as last week I'm fairly certain I'll fail. I'm not on any form of public assistance (including unemployment) so calm down republicansI'm mostly thinking disclosure would benefit the employer not me - why waste time if they have a zero-tolerance policy? My wife's opinion is to see how things go and to disclose at the time of the test, not before
FYI, wellbutrin= no sexual side effects so far, and the smoking cessation is awesome - have not smoked a cig, at all, since starting wbWell yeah my opinion is that its virtually impossible to be in a relationship on SSRI style antidepressants and have it actually work out. \
This thread is nearly 4 years oldYeah you can tell him that but he might start actuang suspicious especially if the guy already wants you to take a drug test before you start working
If they had a random test that showed any intoxicant AT THE TIME one is at work then I'd have no problem with it, ther fact the testing is picking up THC metabolites days or even weeks after use is a frigging joke.Wonder if he ever found a job that does not do drug testing.
Glad they don't do that crap here in Canada. I don't do weed but I should have every right to do so on my own time as long as I don't show up high to work. Same with drinking or any activity I do on my own time.
Smartly, my own experiences, as well as some others I've known in different industries, it seems the trend may be toward fewer random tests. There are some that do more or less use it in a way that amounts of a purity test (and for some healthcare institutions in Ohio [at least] this even includes a full ban on nicotine consumption, with active random testing), but other random places keep it in reserve for employee accidents or new hire screening, if used at all. I haven't been tested to start employment in some time now (having had a few different jobs in the IT world in the past 5+ years).If they had a random test that showed any intoxicant AT THE TIME one is at work then I'd have no problem with it, ther fact the testing is picking up THC metabolites days or even weeks after use is a frigging joke.
I would get on board with this if it was mandatory for politicians, police, and the judiciary.If they had a random test that showed any intoxicant AT THE TIME one is at work then I'd have no problem with it, ther fact the testing is picking up THC metabolites days or even weeks after use is a frigging joke.
All urine test's are testing for metabolites but THC is fat-soluble so the metabolites get released very slowly. Most drug classes, (opioids, amphetamine's) are water soluble so you will only test positive 2-3 days max after use. testing for nicotine is laughable, yes, smoking is bad for you, but so is junk food, so is a sedentary lifestyle and so is drinking (in excess). Where does that rabbit-hole end?.Smartly, my own experiences, as well as some others I've known in different industries, it seems the trend may be toward fewer random tests. There are some that do more or less use it in a way that amounts of a purity test (and for some healthcare institutions in Ohio [at least] this even includes a full ban on nicotine consumption, with active random testing), but other random places keep it in reserve for employee accidents or new hire screening, if used at all. I haven't been tested to start employment in some time now (having had a few different jobs in the IT world in the past 5+ years).
I say smartly because it really needs to be strictly about on-the-job issues, not testing against what people may use on their own personal time. But tests may still suck when, say you are a forklift operator and have an on-the-job accident, they test you, and it may be that they ignore THC/metabolites but they probably don't, which sucks because that doesn't study strictly on-the-job use. And as we've learned, most drugs used outside of work aren't really impacted quality of job performance. There's a lot of stereotypes that many must either have other questionable judgments/decisions or perhaps even use on the job, and while true for some, it's hardly the reality/expectation in most walks of life. Granted, like in some past job experiences, they might be getting high while working at a car wash or other low-paid labor, but professional jobs? It's such a waste of employer resources because testing not only costs the company money but also costs more due to loss in labor/performance if done on the clock as if typical.
They do some drug testing in Canada too, but maybe that's just American companies?
I suppose it all goes back to our puritan origins. Everybody does (something evil) but nobody is allowed to admit it.