I'm halfway to six figures, and by the time I finish, I'll be pushing 70-80. Yeah, that's gonna be a bitch for years. So I've been there, done that, collapsed in a puddle of failure.
Now I don't give a fuck (much) and spent everything I have to get an awesome car, got myself a neat phone, built a home gym, and yeah, I occasionally think about my debt load, the continuing increases of it, the interest rate, the next year's tuition, and despair... but that won't change it. I work three nights a week during the school year, take extra when I can, work full time all summer, I know the debt will still be there. I'll get a job someday. Or I won't, but nothing I do right now will substantially change my finances. I could spend every buck I get on school, and I still couldn't break even.
So what the hell, I refuse to remain as goddamned miserable as I've been for years, sitting at my computer and waiting for something to magically change, clinging to a pile of savings and watching the debt grow five times as fast as the savings account. I like cars, now I have a pretty badass car. I wanted a smartphone, now I have a T-bolt. I wanted to get big, now I have a gym. What's next? Who fuckin' knows. Maybe I'll finally put together enough motivation to stop dicking around in class, maybe I'll finally start teaching myself shit that the teachers can't or won't, whatever. It's taken me a lot of years to figure some of this out, and although my patience is wearing thinner every day, progress is still progress.
I wish I had a business idea. I would like nothing more than to drop out of school to run my own business, and not saying it needs to become something huge, enough to live comfortably, happily, as my own boss, doing my own thing. And if you have such an idea, there's no better time to do it than when you're young, and have no debt, and nothing really tying you down like a family and a mortgage and all that crap.