Look, I don't know what kind of hang up you might have about admitting anger so I won't say anything more about that other than your denial just looks completely, totally, and utterly preposterous to me.
Moving on to the relevant matter, that Democrats lost because they miscalculated rather than Trump won, I can say that what defeated liberals in my opinion is that they have a liberal brain defect a subject we can perhaps discuss. What I think I disagree with you on is that because I at least have no idea how to cure that defect, and one which most liberals I think even fail to recognize they have, is that they are somehow guilty of something because of it, ie that I have a right to criticize them. You even seem to want to blame me for their loss. I already know I am at fault. Except on this forum here where I argue my point of view, I do nothing out there in the world to create a movement for change. I wouldn't even know where to begin. There's lots of shit about me I haven't been able to fix. I know Trump would win the Republican nomination from the day he announced and I have been warning liberals here since that time the danger they were in. So tell me why liberals lose and what to do about it?