Ok i wrote this in my night class...so it might be a little usless now that i've already said things to Mr. Lithium but here it goes...(just as i wrote it too)
How can you say i am stalking you? I go to the same community college as you because this college has more of the classes i need to take in order to transfer. You know i want to be an animator, or do you since everything flys past your head anyways... I didnt go to the other CC in our area because that clooege offers nothing i need to transfer....
Ok about the AT forums, when i joined i told myself that i would not post anywhere i saw your "member name", I try not to read your things...what started it was the whole "week" thing i had going with your brother. I have just recently taken off everything in my history invloving the Anandtech forums. I Joined not because of you, i joined because i like the threads, and the guys who post on these threads are so funny. Not because of you.
and you get upset with me when i publically post what goes on between us. (which must be nothing nowadays because i seem to be "stalking" you) How do you think this thread makes me feel?!? you just did what you told me not to, insted of just telling me. you usually are good at telling me these things why have you just stopped? It's because i'm "stalking" you isnt it?!
the notes on/in your car, I've stopped those notes! (you should know that!) you cant say i keep doing it! i stoped because your brother told me to!!
and now on to the intresting part,why i "obsess". I do not obess about you. heres the deal, you probally forgot yet i have told you many times why i feel and act this way. you are the only guy that i have ever known to actually care about how i feel...most of the guys i've ever known have judged me by my appearence. I am one in a million. I do not fit in with the sterotypical female that males have places on us[females]. you were the first one to see me on the inside. i know how you feel and i keep wondering why i feel this way about you...its because you are the first one to actually care about me, without liking me. you have helped me out of my shell, and yet at the same time pushed me right back in.
I dont understand you you say not to make our friendship public and look at this thread......[cuts out a part of it, because re-reading it now it doesnt have revelance]......you used to be good at telling me things, but not anymore i guess.
I am done talking now...
[i cut the last part out because it was to personal err between Mr. Lithium and I anyways]
see its chalked full of spelling errors...i was just upset during class that i had to write something down...i am fine now that i talked to Mr. Lithium before hand, and got his OK to post my reply....