I would read a text found in Egypt in 1945 called the gospel of Thomas. It presents, I hear, a side of Christianity that was edited out of Christianity by the early church. Even then there was a debate about Jesus and who Jesus was. John was apparently written as a rebuttal of the Thomas text. The question is 'who was Jesus?' The part that was suppressed, and it doesn't take a lot to understand why, is that you and Christ are one. It isn't that Jesus is God in some way that you aren't too. Jesus is the light, the same light that's in every man. For the Christians who censured Jesus' scope, they personalized him as the way. In doing so they closed off that other vision that we are supposed to evolve into Christ, become Christ conscious, not just have faith in His. Religion is a bridge to another world. It always breaks down when the teacher dies. Humanity is asleep and cannot act other than as a machine.