Man guys, I really appreciate the coments guys, it really does feel great to have the support. Someone asked if I played football, the answer is no, I was always big, but not always as big as I got, I used to hike, actually climb, play rugby, ect.... over the last 15 years (more then 50% of my life as I am 27) I have had four major reconstructions on my left leg. From 2 x sub talar fussions of my left ankle, to a fulcerson ostieotomy realignment of my left patella. So after I recovered from one injury, I seemd to end up getting back into shape, but then doing stuff I shouldn't like say rock climbing, and I would end up back under the knife. :sigh:
Since the ankle surgery (four surgeries in the last four years) I have pretty much done nothing, didn't really walk for 2 years, was actually in a wheel chair for 8 months. So I am kind of limited now to being more careful with what I do. Swiming is great, lifting with the trainer is fine, and I am trying to get more physically active again. (gaining a ton of weight after breaking your leg really tends to get you out of being very active.) I played some basketball today with friends for the first time in 2 or 3 years. I hadn't really done anything like that in a while. So I am feeling pretty good. (and sore

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I am going to have to decide soon if I want to stay on the liquid program for a while now, or start to eat food too, I think I may try to lose another 50 on the liquid.
Anyway, again guys, really thanks so much for posting your support, it really means alot to me.