It doesn't seem as painful today not sure if pain medicine just hadn't worn off fully yet; I guess it's mostly fear that's making me not eat right now. Last few days when the pain medicine wore off, it was just a bit below crippling the pain.
First day, I had a milk shake (with a spoon) and soup second day I was I tried eating a donut or bread and stuff (instructions they gave me said I could eat solids second day so I tried eating really soft stuff). I grabbed a big tub of vanilla yogurt yesterday planning on trying that, but I haven't actually eaten anything today or yesterday, which I know is really bad. I should probably go get some juices; I've been avoiding drinking anything with calories for so many years that it didn't really occur to me.