hahaha.....see GF, i told you that you had bad english grammar!
Russ, i can honestly and whole-heartedly say that i'll never go back, it was a horrid road, one i never wish to travel again, i haven't even had a single thought of it since i've quit!
The Evil that once tormented me,
Is no longer in control...
The Evil that I used to smoke,
In a pretty silver bowl...
The Evil that caused so much pain;
And stole my wonderous soul...
No longer haunted by the past,
No more will this addiction last...
No more paranoia;
No more thoughts skewed...
The Evil that once tormented me,
Is no longer in control...
The Evil that I used to love,
Hatred within my soul...
I pushed away everyone around me,
The devilish smoked that I breathed,
I even pushed away the ones I love, and need...
I look at the past,
And apologize for being an ass...
I apologize for wasting time with this useless weed,
And I hope to gain back respect from those I love, and need...
Please forgive me now,
So once again, I may rest peacefully...