Originally posted by: Cerb
Lyme disease, allergies (related--born with Bb). I lost my ability to be awake evn 12 hours a day, and literally could not read. Worse than any point before. I was also clearly suffering adrenaline exhaustion. Going down the path of my relatives quicker than any previously, I had a near bedridden life to lead, until I croaked with a heart attack one day. Or I could live assisted for decades, and just wait for organs to start giving out.Originally posted by: aidanjm
What was the wasting death? A Mac and you'll be happy?Originally posted by: Cerb
That's just because most people are idiots, and believe everything they are told and taught. Even I didn't really think for myself for quite awhile. Basically when I faced a wasting death for the second time.Originally posted by: ntdz
That's life, there is nothing you can do about it.
In crazy states of consciousness by will alone (not even sapho!),
Cerbie (now I just need a Mac, and I'll be set!)![]()
I had to quit high school due to a similar experience, but not quite as bad. That time, however, I only questioned the world outside of myself. This time, I questioned behaviors, thoughts, and goals of my own; along with fears and insecurities. If you haven't questioned why you want a thing, need a thing, or do a thing, for every choice you make, you have not truly thought for yourself. You might think on your own, but not thinking or acting for your own wellbeing.
The Mac part just being a bit of a joke. I've gotten rather tired of fixing up PCs lately, even my own.
how are you doing now with the allergies and lyme disease?
