im 22 years old, practically married to a great girl...been with her for a little over 4 years... we have a daughter together... that part of my life is great, that's what i live for, to see them everyday and be with them everyday.... however there's something that threatens what we have... im in a lot of trouble, basically any minute i could be taken away from them for i dont know how long....could be months, could be years...it's driving me insane...i work full time to support our family by myself as well so if i was gone it would be really bad for them, worse than for me probably.. i make decent money, but it's never enough... i owe a family member on her side alot of money for repairs to my car, and i have to choose between paying him off, or paying the courts off to lessen the chance of being taken away... this is what goes through my mind day in and day out...i dont sleep well, im constantly exhausted at work, and suffer with substance abuse problems, which seem to get worse and worse the worse my situation gets....