At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold or wish to achieve a position of authority in authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
Being a very proud individual you tend to hold yourself aloof...pretending that you are stoical...indifferent to pain and pleasure...but this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision...and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the "you" that you would like to be, give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.
Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments.It would seem that all of your hopes and dreams have not been realised .. and you are now beginning to doubt yourself. You no longer wish to be further advised by anyone and you insist on going it alone... to control your own destiny. Even though deep down you doubt whether things will get better in the future... you have one consolation - and that is that they couldn't possibly get worse. Unwilling to give up anything that you possess, you are looking for some sort of security as a protection against any further setback or loss of position and prestige. You are so negative that you tend to exaggerate your problems and refuse to accept any advice from so called well-meaning friends.
The last two paragraphs fit me almost perfectly. The second one is close. But the first one, if I stretch it, it fits me.
With the second paragraph, what it forgot to add is "You would be a leader, if you werent such a lazy bastich". That would have been errily true.
Man...I hate being a slacker sometimes. I think maybe I should try to ch...hey wait..I FOUND MY RUBIX CUBE!!! *goes off to try and beat rubix for a few hours*
*edit*
Did it again...This one is so close its scary.....
Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point.Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to "get away from it all" and as a consequence you appear to be sullen, introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that "as you feel - so your body will respond"... and so therefore "pretend" to the world about you that everything is going beautifully and if you act as if "all is going well" everything will, whether you believe it or not, will work out as you would like it to.
You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you ... What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations.. in peaceful surroundings and with someone.. Male or Female,... it doesn't really matter, but it is to be with someone who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are.. but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share... and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The Inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence .... but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration ....and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail... You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall - getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards ... and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You feel worn out ... no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious... but you have an inner strength ... You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end."
Man......that was scary....
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