Texashiker, you have a mental condition. It is based on the fact that your brain is unable to accurately assess risk. That is in part based on ignorance and lack of training, knowledge of facts and how to differentiate between facts based on evidence and truthiness based on feeling. The medical profession is based on science, the best of the knowledge that humanity has collected. Science is not perfect but it is evidence based. Scientists are not perfect but they are trained and tested to practice objectivity. In medical matters. When the medical community can act to fire a nurse who won't take a vaccine because she is pregnant it means that a scientific judgment has been made that the risk to her and her unborn child is not significant whether the vaccine is tested or not based on a medical assessment of the risk to her, her child, and the patients she will attend. Because scientific rational thinking is the only way we can proximally eliminate bias from our reasoning, eliminate the motivation to say favor the life on our own fetus over the lives of other people, we have to use that only methodology to make rational decisions. Could they be wrong, yes, but that is not the best scientific guess.
The kind of brain defect that you suffer from is very common. Steve Jobs is likely dead because he didn't want to take the advise of medical experts and sought alternate medical treatments.
Think of this as if you were a child taken to the doctor to get your shots. You can see only the needle. The doctor sees your death by any number of diseases his knowledge can save you from. All that he knows for you is darkness so you can't know his intention or why he will cause you to feel a prick in your arm. If you can't see the light you can learn to trust that its there. Most rational people do so because experience has indicated even to most of the blind that it works. Don't try to superimpose your darkness over the light. Ask instead why you can't trust. What has made you suspicious and afraid?
Because you can't accurately assess the reasons for the hospital's decision you have mistakenly turned the issue into related fears of companies denying women the right to protect their children. That is an invention that can occur only in the dark. The scientifically trained will see it as irrational and crazy. And in order to protect ourselves from the insane, we sometimes have to resort to force. It's this certainty the sane have that sanity should rule that kicks the insane into high gear. Relax. In a sane world sane people are safe, as safe as anybody can be. Your insanity is very common and treatable in many cases.
A few years ago I had to lay out all these issues for my niece and her new baby because he had gotten on the internet and read about vaccines. She was terrified but in the end she trusted. It's terrible to advocate for something based on trust alone but science was always my thing. I brought her girl home from school the other day and we walked out holding hands. I love being alive.