Unless you have skin in the game, your QQQ $190 call is meaningless.
This is a sensative topic. I have learned that people have natural orientations. Some are natural bulls, some are natural bears. They may sometimes do the opposite of their nature, but usually revert to their nature.
I realized a long time ago that I am a natural bear, so I look for opportunities to make money in stock or market declines. Over the long term bears do poorly and I can attest to this. Its always hard to make bear money.
Buying and holding good names is always the best strategy, like Tesla or Apple.
I had puts on the QQQs on Friday good for this week. Not much just a couple and was doing quite well. Sadly I got taken out the last 15 mins of trading when good news about a WFC settlement was released prior to the close causing banks to rally and my puts were losing value quickly, so I sold them.
As you can see today, i regret that decision. Thankfully I kept my NUGT calls and locked in profits this morning.
Right now options are very expensive because of volatility, so buying puts or calls are TOO expensive.
A market ralley is not out of the question, but gold will likely hold its gains.