Life Topic: Clearing the Confusion of Lust..

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kennyreid95

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The song conflict influenced me in a positive way. I want to Love Life never kill Life. The Enemy wants to Kill Life. I am not Evil.
Nobody understands where I'm coming from because everybody has different perspectives in Life. In Peoples Home Life there is a difference between abuse vs discipline. The system is not fair life is not fair :(
 

Dr. Zaus

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The song conflict influenced me in a positive way. I want to Love Life never kill Life. The Enemy wants to Kill Life. I am not Evil.
Nobody understands where I'm coming from because everybody has different perspectives in Life. In Peoples Home Life there is a difference between abuse vs discipline. The system is not fair life is not fair :(
HI,

I find that I understand precisely where you are coming from. There's no question that you're right - people's emotional energy can be directed toward all manner of things, and controlling that emotional energy is what makes us humans instead of chimps.

But controlling it is ALSO what keeps us from being bonobos.

Here's a fun fact from the other side - your 'lust' isn't about sex, it's about power, dominance, freedom, and ultimately making meaning in your life. Do you lust for meaning? Do you require 'consent' before making it - and from whom?
 

J.Wilkins

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HI,

I find that I understand precisely where you are coming from. There's no question that you're right - people's emotional energy can be directed toward all manner of things, and controlling that emotional energy is what makes us humans instead of chimps.

But controlling it is ALSO what keeps us from being bonobos.

Here's a fun fact from the other side - your 'lust' isn't about sex, it's about power, dominance, freedom, and ultimately making meaning in your life. Do you lust for meaning? Do you require 'consent' before making it - and from whom?

Actually, I'd say we would have been a LOT better off doing what bonobos do, handling conflict with sex rather than violence.

We have great wars where we murder each other by the millions instead, that is called "evolved" (though anyone in the field would tell you that evolution doesn't work that way at all and that we are actually pretty stupid for a creature that has survived this long).

I agree that his IDEA of lust is not after sex/love but rather about other human desires. I can honestly say that it makes no sense what so ever to me.
 

Dr. Zaus

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Actually, I'd say we would have been a LOT better off doing what bonobos do, handling conflict with sex rather than violence.

We have great wars where we murder each other by the millions instead, that is called "evolved" (though anyone in the field would tell you that evolution doesn't work that way at all and that we are actually pretty stupid for a creature that has survived this long).

I agree that his IDEA of lust is not after sex/love but rather about other human desires. I can honestly say that it makes no sense what so ever to me.
Hi J,

Exactly. It seems instead of allowing us to be bonobos we force ourselves, socially, into being warring apes. It comes from our mental demand to constantly make rules, rules we expect others to follow at all times, rules that we expect we have every right to violate 'for the right reason'.

Thus, I think his point about consent.

I don't know what "it" is in your last sentence.
 

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I have to confess :( Relapse triggers are a real issue :( It will not be easy for me to avoid porn forever. Lately I have been so stressed in my life and I watched porn last night :( But now I finally deleted my porn website accounts so that's something I am proud of doing. At least I am proud of myself for erasing the porn on my storage devices and destroying the blu ray discs that contained straight porn and tranny porn.
 
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I have to confess :( Relapse triggers are a real issue :( It will not be easy for me to avoid porn forever. Lately I have been so stressed in my life and I watched porn last night :( But now I finally deleted my porn website accounts so that's something I am proud of doing. At least I am proud of myself for erasing the porn on my storage devices and destroying the blu ray discs that contained straight porn and tranny porn.
Get vr!
 

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Lust is extreme desire. The opposite of desire is contentment. If you are content, you don't have a desire for that item. However, desire also provides motivation, so if you are content, you are not motivated to achieve that item/issue, as you no longer desire it. The truly positive goal is not eliminating desire (unless one is looking to achieve Buddhist enlightenment) but to use it to motivate you to achieve what is desired. If it is sex, you need a nasty girl. If it is food, the "foodie" trend, with small amounts of many different really good foods is a good lifestyle. Think about what is lacking in your life ( a BIG problem with many youth who are not very self-aware) and then develop a plan to achieve it!
 

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December 13 marks 2 months since I have been spreading positivity on the internet. One of the reasons why I wanted to spread positivity on the internet was in the wake of the awful tragedy the las vegas mass shooting. I wanted to make the world a better place somehow by spreading positivity on the internet. Doing small things do really matter :)

I feel like people forget I have Autism

living life every day with autism

I mentioned before I lusted girls in high school when I was 14 15 16 17 18 years old

ever since las vegas shooting the world will never be the same but I want to spread positivity in life.

Caught up in Lust


I was a colorful kid growing up in this weird life. Life is Weird. Life is Super weird.

Has anyone heard of Vincennes University? How is the school?
 

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Every day in my life I have many enemies :mad: Lust is my Enemy! Addiction is my Enemy!

Autism is my Enemy! Depression is my Enemy! Overthinking is my Enemy!

 

kennyreid95

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No human being deserves to be abandoned or neglected.

Woman want to be treated like human beings not sex objects :mad:
 

kennyreid95

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Vincennes University in Indiana looks promising. I mailed the application on Tuesday. Has anyone on the forums attended Vincennes university?
 

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From my perspective instead of this album being named The Sickness, this album should be named The Lust lol Conflict Enemy song


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I think of other people's struggles in their life. Many people are living in abusive home life or toxic environments :( I believe abusive home life can lead some people (lunatics) to commit a crime of gun mass shootings :(

Vincennes university in Indiana not an option for me anymore disappointingly :(

self employed ssi in the unfair corrupt system

is there any hope for humanity. I have faith in humanity.

Do woman like to be lusted or rather just be loved or both?
 

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Not easy to be self employed in the system life is not fair in the unfair system of america. Donald Trump is doing what he can to improve the system. The government is corrupt :(

I never had a job at 22 :(

Grateful everyday to wake up love life

Personal preference every human being is different.

I tell people in my personal life that human beings produce waste and Life is weird I discuss uncomfortable topics in my personal life. I tell people in my personal that life is not fair, you cant always be n a good mood I know the world is not all bad. Peoples private life home life demons of addictions :( No human being deserves mistreatment. It is hard to accept that life is not fair closure

In July 2017 Nelsan Ellis died of alcohol withdrawal. Every day in Life we fight depression fight demons in private life. It is sad people who have ptsd and who had a tough childhood or upbringing like my Poppy rip :(

I listen to enemy song conflict every day, music is life. David Draiman in 2000 17 years ago screaming enemy I rewind that for the pump enemy I first stumbled upon conflict earlier this year 2017. Conflict is a underrated song.

Does anyone here listen to vgm music? So catchy such as dragon road day sonic unleashed gets me in good mood :)

I dislike lusting people. I will die in the year 2095 with my demons. In Life every day lust is my hindrance :mad:

22 almost 23 year old virgin watching trany porn this is my life

Yosemite mac osx was released in 2014. 2014 is 3 years ago, scary time flies fast in Life 2014 feels like yesterday. I built a 2017 hackintosh

Nobody on here ever been to Vincennes university or lives in Indiana?

Years are man made

Overthinking is my biggest weakness in Life :(
 

kennyreid95

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What's Life like in Indiana? How do I avoid Lust while I attend Vincenees University? In my Life Every day is a battle with Lustful Demons.


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kennyreid95

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spreading positivity is my greatest gift to you all :)

here is random picture for s**ts and giggles :)

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magnificent mountain for wallpaper :) there is beauty in the world :)

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kennyreid95

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Evil People/Sex Offenders: "You are Enemy, You are my hated Enemy" Conflict Disturbed

How do evil people sleep at night?