- Jan 2, 2006
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i'm laying here in bed tossing and turning trying to fall asleep but i can't because i'm feeling so lonely and all i want is to snuggle with something and feel like i'm being loved back. bunny and mousey are right beside me but i'm forcing myself not to snuggle with them because everyone says it's a bad thing but i just feel so fricking lonely and wanting of affection and i absolutely can't fall asleep. all i want to do is grab bunny and hold her close to me like she's my baby and fall asleep! every time i close my eyes my mind starts racing and daydreaming scenarios and stories and fantasies and when i break out of it i always get that bitter feeling of realization, like a splash of cold water, that i'm back in reality and that i'm truly all alone and i just want someone to touch me and to have someone to touch because doing so is our way of dealing with the fact that we are really always alone at all times no matter what. and bunny and mousey are so close and i can just grab them right now and all of this might go away and i might be able to sleep but i can't because they're bad for me why why why??? all i want to be is loved!
should i grab bun bun and mousey?
This thread has been thoroughly derailed.
ATOT Moderator ElFenix
should i grab bun bun and mousey?
This thread has been thoroughly derailed.
ATOT Moderator ElFenix