I was well-liked by just about every kind of people, but I didn't know how to make or keep friends until I was older. I was always the smartest, though not anywhere near the most successful. I was the kid that the smart, nice, middle-class kids looked at with both awe and pity. I have Asperger's (and several other disabilities), so I'm kinda cold on the outside, and I don't know how to balance my social life. I don't usually feel a healthy amount of desire for a social life, so I spend too much time alone, as I did then (though now I have some sort of social life through the internet). I sometimes indulge in regret for the waste of my high school days, but then I leave it behind, because it's pointless to root through garbage. Better to move ahead and make the most of today. Besides, it wasn't a total waste- I learned a lot of important things, both social and otherwise, that I make use of every day. And education is what school is for, right?