- Apr 14, 2005
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Over the past two years, my friends and I have been hanging out, doing stupid 16 year old stuff, and just generally having fun. 
Then we tried drugs. At first it was kid A, who tried pot, liked it, then brought it into our circle. Friend E tried pot, and really liked it. Now he's addicted, and in under two years can go through an eigth in a day. Weed has caused him to lose his job at BestBuy, and lose his parents' trust. I tried pot myself, and still occasionally do it, but make damn sure not to drive, or do anything while gone. My friends do the exact opposite.
Fast forward to two weeks ago. During school, E sent me a text message to pick him up from college (he's a year older than me) because he felt like crap. At the end of the school day, A called me and told me E is in the hospital for ODing on painkillers. At the hospital, they do a drug test, and find massive amounts of pot in his system, and all the usual stuff that's in painkillers.
On Tuesday before school he and his friends got together and did acid. Thursday crack and heroin. I've heard stories that those drugs are a one-time thing, and you're addicted. Just today, I stopped and thought about my life. My friends are quickly becoming drug addicts, and the groups of people I hang around with have some part of their lives revolving around drugs. Frankly I'm disgusted. I don't want to hang out with them anymore because I know that it will lead to lies, stealing, and using. I don't know if I should just cut it off and start new, or how to not fvck up.
I want to go to college for engineering. I do not need the weight of a drug habit to drag me down and ruin my chances at life before they get airborne.
I guess I don't know what to do.
No cliffs, sorry.
			
			Then we tried drugs. At first it was kid A, who tried pot, liked it, then brought it into our circle. Friend E tried pot, and really liked it. Now he's addicted, and in under two years can go through an eigth in a day. Weed has caused him to lose his job at BestBuy, and lose his parents' trust. I tried pot myself, and still occasionally do it, but make damn sure not to drive, or do anything while gone. My friends do the exact opposite.
Fast forward to two weeks ago. During school, E sent me a text message to pick him up from college (he's a year older than me) because he felt like crap. At the end of the school day, A called me and told me E is in the hospital for ODing on painkillers. At the hospital, they do a drug test, and find massive amounts of pot in his system, and all the usual stuff that's in painkillers.
On Tuesday before school he and his friends got together and did acid. Thursday crack and heroin. I've heard stories that those drugs are a one-time thing, and you're addicted. Just today, I stopped and thought about my life. My friends are quickly becoming drug addicts, and the groups of people I hang around with have some part of their lives revolving around drugs. Frankly I'm disgusted. I don't want to hang out with them anymore because I know that it will lead to lies, stealing, and using. I don't know if I should just cut it off and start new, or how to not fvck up.
I want to go to college for engineering. I do not need the weight of a drug habit to drag me down and ruin my chances at life before they get airborne.
I guess I don't know what to do.
No cliffs, sorry.
 
				
		 
			 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		
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