FML, F it hard.

TridenT

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My life sucks. I could write out a nice post on why, but I'm just going to say it sucks and save myself some tl;dr comments.

Blaaaahh... :(
 

KLin

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FoBoT

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Joy
True inner joy is self - created.

It does not depend on outer circumstances.

A river is flowing in and through you carrying the message of joy.

This divine joy is the sole purpose of life.



What is joy?

It is a bird that we all want

To catch.

It is the same bird that we all love

To see flying.



The ever mounting flame

Of my heart's aspiration - cry

Is the source of my life's

Ever - increasing joy and delight.
 

Sumguy

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Given the very detailed description you've provided, I can see why.

Though I'm sure there are many scenarios that can be much worse.
 

TridenT

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Sep 4, 2006
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whose life doesn't suck from time to time? do something to end the suckage.

Not possible. My brother is not moving out, FUCKING EVER. Such a fucking loser, god.. If you guys seriously thought I was a loser, you have not met him. He now has a BULLSHIT PLAN of going TO MY FUCKING COLLEGE. >_< FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. If only I didn't go to an super easy to get into CC. >_< He was supposed to move out like this month or next month, but now... NEVER. His soon to be ex wife is moving out soon though. Fucking great, I hate her too. She's just as bad.

Little bio of my bro: (And fuck, he's only a half brother, fathers side) Complete moron(Seriously, he dropped out of HS and shit at some points and... he just makes the dumbest decisions), lives off unemployment, is now getting a divorce(His wife sucks and plenty of us do not like her... He's only been with her for like <2 years), LIVES WITH HIS PARENTS(26 YEARS OLD), WITH HIS SOON TO BE EXWIFE(YEAH...), fat, slob, lazy, spends his unemployment checks on: New Rims and tires for his truck that he got because my dad helped him get it(Check!), Android G1(Check! That includes a contract! So, DOUBLE CHECK!), fucking mini-refrigerator for their pigsty room(check!), fancy radio for his truck(check!), and NOT ON GETTING THE FUCK OUT(CHECK^INFINITY),, and no one likes him because of this shit. He's a complete dick. I would be HAPPY, I WOULD SMILE, I WOULD GO, "REALLY? FUCK YEAH!" if he died. If he just fucking fell over and died. Happy. Really happy. Sooooo happy... I've hated him all my fucking life and will continue to do such.
 

TridenT

Lifer
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ummmm.... move out of your parent's house yourself?

Do you have a 50k+ year job for me right now deary? No? Then shut up. Moving out is only practical for those who have the financial resources to do such. THIS IS WHY I AM GOING TO COLLEGE... SO I CAN GET A JOB THAT ALLOWS ME TO GET OUT.
 

moshquerade

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Nov 1, 2001
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Do you have a 50k+ year job for me right now deary? No? Then shut up. Moving out is only practical for those who have the financial resources to do such. THIS IS WHY I AM GOING TO COLLEGE... SO I CAN GET A JOB THAT ALLOWS ME TO GET OUT.
don't tell me to shut up, k?

if it sucked so bad at home i would find another place to live. you aren't trying hard enough. you just want to use your energy to bitch about it.
 

TridenT

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Sep 4, 2006
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So how does this affect you? Keep living your life and dont let him bring you down.

Can't if he fucking perma-lives at my house. He lives on fucking unemployment.. This means HE NEVER LEAVES THE GOD DAMN HOUSE. >_< Oh, and he smokes. At least he's slowly committing suicide through bad eating habits and tobacco. I applaud him for his true commitment to suicide. Although I wish he'd just do it with a gun instead.
 

destrekor

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Nov 18, 2005
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people weren't kidding when they said "find something you really enjoy and make a living out of it". Life, by nature, is absolute meaningless suck. Especially when you don't subscribe to fairy tales to give it that shiny polished coat.
If you can't find something to enjoy while we endure potentially 80 some years of servitude to the carbon cycle, it's going to feel miserable every step of the way.

Don't let it get like that...
You just have to find all the little things that just make your day feel that much better. Pick up a timesink of a hobby, as the joy of constantly doing something that you can use as an escape from the daily stresses has a definite positive impact.
Something go really wrong lately? Invest more time into what you use to escape. Everyone is hardwired differently, but the most common "male" brain trait is the desire to work off stress and emotion, i.e. doing something that is completely unrelated (in your mind) to whatever the stress was, using time and the act of focusing elsewhere to slowly work the mental trauma out. For those types of people, that's actually absolutely necessary.
The opposite is the type that uses techniques to dwell on the bad, immediately focusing on whatever it was and coping through conversation, venting it rather passively but still retaining a little bit as a noted experience.

I'm a bit of both. I like to vent physically, requiring some activity to lose focus on, but sometimes the dwelling nature, sometimes able to talk to someone vaguely and sometimes not, it just kind of stays bottled up and that requires more time spent doing some random activity to focus entirely on. It can be great in some circumstances, but other times this style is just a bitch because I tend to keep stress far longer than I'd like.

dammit - OP went and made a more specific post and now this post is quite off topic. :colbert:
 
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dbk

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How old are you? Are you about to graduate from HS anytime soon? Get financial aid and go to college