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I took a total of probably 30 pills over the course of 3 years (I've since quit) so I may be able to tell you some stuff.
First - the good stuff: It's a LOT of fun when you're on it. Most lights give off tracers/trails, which is why so many people go to raves and take glowsticks. The contrast between darkness and light is really something to see, and when your eyes are more sensitive while on it you enjoy any kind of light show. If you can't dance, you learn how to very quickly. Moving and flowing becomes 5000 times easier (at least liquid dancing and break dancing, most other types are about the same). You become super sensitive to touch, so hugs/kisses/whatever feel really good. Most of your inhibitions dissappear, so you end up having really deep conversations with people.
Now the bad: The next day is hell. When you take MDMA you basically burn out certain chemical receptors in your brain. The next day when they become functional again you know it. The next day or 2 you are out of it. Totally antisocial, and fully without emotions. You also physically feel bad. Since you were in such a good mood the night before it is very easy to fall into depression the next day. You also run the risk of hurting yourself very badly. You must keep hydrated while on E. Your body increases it's temperature dramatically while you're on it, and as soon as you start dancing and such you start to overheat. There were a few times where I went a few hours without drinking water and almost passed out from heat stroke. It is a BIG risk you take. Another thing: fat women. ANYTHING looks good to you so you run a huge risk of hooking up with the thing from the abyss. You'll definitely regret it in the morning.
I've listed the lesser side effects above, but the major ones are really bad. Every pill you take, be it 1 time or 50 times does major damage to your brain. Permanent damage. Your brain does not regenerate ever, so once you do the damage it's done forever. E is particularly damaging because it is so potent. Don't think pot or LSD... think more like crystal or heroin.
Also, ecstasy is a very profitable drug for dealers. So much that they'll substitute other drugs in its place and call it E. A recent development at clubs are the testing stations. So many people got fake pills and got very sick/died off of them that some clubs set up anonymous testing stations. You go up and hand them your pill. they shave off a few specs, test it/tell you it's clean, and give you your pill back. No harm, no cops, completely anonymous. It was called Dance Safe I believe. The problem is that this is a volunteer organization and they are not very common. I mention this because of the regularity that dealers substitute other drugs in place of E. Every single person I know has had a bad pill. I quit when I ended up in a club bathroom on the floor. I had taken 1 pill and ended up vomiting, halucinating (in a bad way), overheating, losing the ability to move, and had to be carried out of the club. My best friend had a seizure that night on the same stuff. Most of the people I took with me that night decided to keep doing the drug on future occations, and each of them have had bad pills since that night. You never know what you're getting, and dealers are using worse stuff to substitute now then before.
Basically what I'm saying is YOU DO NOT WANT TO FSCK WITH THIS STUFF. It's expensive, very damaging to your brain, and just not worth what happens for that few hours of fun. PM me if you are still not convinced or if I haven't been clear (it's late, I'm tired).
One more thing: E is not physically addicting, and AFAIK it is not mentally addicting according to traditional definitions. It is addicting though. Once you get over the depression and all after effects of that first pill, you want to buy more. You may not actively seek it out, but as soon as you are made aware of someone having stuff to sell you will be there with money in hand.