All you found was a box you could label, 'bad times religious conversion', and into which you could drop me and put me on a shelf. You not think I had not expected this reaction. To me you are a machine that reacts mechanically within your structured program. I know you like the back of my hand. I know you because I know me. You imagine I tricked myself with some mental rationalization provided by a religion when the reality was that I lost that war and was completely defeated, something you have likely never faced. I gave up and surrendered to a realization and acceptance that I would never ever be happy again. I gave up was totally defeated, surrendered to hopelessness forever, get that, nothing at all could save me, no exit man, no answers no way out. That is when I found myself in the saddle of a horse with no name, free forever of that kind of suffering. You are still fighting that war. Perhaps you were lucky, perhaps not, but I don't think you have had to fight as hard as I did. My war took everything. I defeated the nothing. Everything you fear happened to me. You could say, in the case here, that Trump won and then he disappeared. There is no Trump and there is no war, there is no spoon. There is only the beauty of the universe. Have a care as to what you box away. There is not one thing that I can do to help you, and I haven't the slightest need. All of the horses of your imagination are full of Greeks. And then you stumbled on me. You say no and I say yes.
Now that that's out of the way, (hehe, as if that could be, it can be right), we can look at your position. The Nazis are taking over the world and America is going under, our beloved America. The ignorant morons have voted a monster in. Well, I have been warning since the day he was nominated that he was likely to win, at a time when I appeared to one and all to be the odd fool you claim I am. Then I warned that Clinton would likely lose because her message was weak and that people should vote Sanders. The fool again was told that Clinton would win and Sanders would lose. Then I called on Democrats to drop the hatred of Trump and focus on getting a decent message that would win over the idiots that voted for him by understanding how those people became idiots via endless political inattention and the resulting frustration. Nobody cares for the least among us. Remember what Christianity is?
So now it's your turn in the box. The Nazis are coming to get you and you are handing them the excuse. We become what we fear and thus it is us who creates the monsters we face. We have met the enemy and it is us. Meanwhile, this fool is still standing on the hill and his guitar still gently weeps. Well, my dear Don Quixote, welcome to a world full of wind mills. You can check out, but you can never leave.
So lets take a look at the dragon you want to slay. Think of the enemy as a giant impregnable machine. How are you going to defeat it. It has been destroying humanity for thousands and thousands of years, so what is your plan. What truth and what light have you got to defeat it? What makes you think you can? Why do you need to? Is it you or me who is trying to save the light, who is on a holy crusade, has a sacred task? I think it is you. I was defeated. I took a side-step into a world of magic. Duality simply collapsed and there I was in the ashes.
May your dreams come true all the way up to the highest.