I don't see your brand of hate as being any better than Trump's.
Long ago I identified the fact that I hated myself for the evil wishes I have and was in a state of deep denial that I had them. The result was that I could explode suddenly in violent rage and act out to hurt people. But what, me, I'm an angel. In order to achieve this level of insight I had to accept that all of the conditioning that I have been subjected to, all the threats and fear that rage must never see the light of day, had failed and I was simply a piece of shit just as you imply by comparing me to Trump. I am a monster full of hatred and nothing at all like normal people. And all that letting go and feeling that rage has had some hidden benefits. For one thing 'I ams what I ams' and more in touch with my self, and I even know now, from those times I have gone with my real feelings what my rage is really about.
So forgive me if I say, your moral condemnation means little to me. The contempt that I have had for myself makes yours pale in comparison. The thing about knowing what you feel and allowing it to be is that you don't then need to act out. So again for a man whose mental illness threatens all of mankind, my wish that he and his ilk would die is a wish about which I am quite calm and unalarmed. I no longer attribute to my wishes any power in the real world and am guilty of nothing for feeling that way.
But thank you anyway. I know all to well the suspicions we have of others when we have no idea we project our own hatred on them. You would be quite safe around were you to be around me, physically at least.