Originally posted by: Coldkilla
Hia, well college is around the corner for me and I'm starting to think I wont be able to pull through. I have a horrible memory, and have trouble retaining information. Since high-school I forgot most if not all of 9th, 10th, 11th and parts of 12th grade. I don't remember anything!
If anything I'm a visual learner, I remember hands on experiments in chemistry, i remember, diagrams on boards, but you throw a list of terms infront of me and it will take me hours and hours to remember 20 simple words.. i spent my lunch hour everyday in my senior year, every day with a chemistry teacher working on just chemistry, i come home and study for about an hour a night.. i come back to class for another hour of learning.. i forgot what i learned the night before, and i got D's on all my assignments, and report cards.. and im not slacking off, but wanted to give up all year b/c no matter how much i tried nothing came of it.
Now with the books im going to be buying soon, seeing the 1000s and 1000s of pages that im going to have to read will just make me faint - i swear.. i dont know if i'll be able to handle it...
am i just being too skeptical of college? Is it really that hard to say im screwed? I have a band, a job working 12 hours a week, devorced parents, living at home - switching homes once a week (taking computers with me), and college..
*Taking courses in computer science, waiting until next year when they implement computer software and hardware engineering - where I want my major to be*