Nope. I have no clue where you are with your self-esteem. I have very good self-esteem but I am also a realist. A work in progress. In fact I find it strange that to admit that I'm smart, trim, funny, creative/talented, cute, comfortable in my own skin, love and trust myself, my spirit and my own mind (and my intentions most of the time) pisses them off so much. There are certainly descriptions out there better than the ones I apply to myself.
It took my 57 year old sister 43 of my 47 years to believe I love myself or even deserve to love myself (she was always envious and mad at me for it). I hold out no hope for knobs on here to ever manage not being small/hateful about it.