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My friend Nick hung himself just last fall. That idiot...
I went to Europe with him a year before that with another friend. That friend was best friends with Nick. The thing is, when Nick finally killed himself, my friend was least bit surprised. He told me Nick had it coming for quite sometime. He had extremely low self esteem and blamed everything on his height (He's about 5' 1"). There were previous attempts to kill himself and no matter what his friends tried to do, Nick would absolutely shut them out swearing that he would never speak to them again about his business. Friends didn't just know what to do. They had to back off in order to at least retain SOME distance with him...
One day he had his severely depressed moments again and did DUI and crashed into a neighbor's mailbox. In fear of going to jail and all the demons catching up to him, few days later he hung himself. So sad. He had loving family, friends and grandparents.... he was the only child at 27 yo. The parents are now without any kids... 🙁
Looking back, I don't think his height was the reason for his suicide. There are people who live with far worse conditions and still battle through - trying to get the best out of life. I think Nick just didn't have what it took to survive. Poor kid.
It really sucks to be born with any sort of mental illness... (depression) it drives you nuts, tortures you and you're miserable 24/7. I remember I used to be depressed as a teen. It's just miserable.... luckily, mine was the kind where you sort of shake it off as you got older.
I went to Europe with him a year before that with another friend. That friend was best friends with Nick. The thing is, when Nick finally killed himself, my friend was least bit surprised. He told me Nick had it coming for quite sometime. He had extremely low self esteem and blamed everything on his height (He's about 5' 1"). There were previous attempts to kill himself and no matter what his friends tried to do, Nick would absolutely shut them out swearing that he would never speak to them again about his business. Friends didn't just know what to do. They had to back off in order to at least retain SOME distance with him...
One day he had his severely depressed moments again and did DUI and crashed into a neighbor's mailbox. In fear of going to jail and all the demons catching up to him, few days later he hung himself. So sad. He had loving family, friends and grandparents.... he was the only child at 27 yo. The parents are now without any kids... 🙁
Looking back, I don't think his height was the reason for his suicide. There are people who live with far worse conditions and still battle through - trying to get the best out of life. I think Nick just didn't have what it took to survive. Poor kid.
It really sucks to be born with any sort of mental illness... (depression) it drives you nuts, tortures you and you're miserable 24/7. I remember I used to be depressed as a teen. It's just miserable.... luckily, mine was the kind where you sort of shake it off as you got older.
