Really two things make up your (did I get that one right xthetenth?) continued Fail:
1.) You're insistence of some accomplishment of some kind of goal/success story/whatever that, not strangely, only you are visualizing much less proclaiming. That you keep bringing up your delusion as if it's an accomplishment of some grand goal is especially entertaining...
2.) Tied into #1 above, that you think anyone would need to "disparage their own", is, also quite entertaining.
Others may have you on ignore, but honestly, I think you're my favorite crazy here in P&N right now - whoever/whatever you are. If you're a bot as some suspect, I salute your (correct use again?) creator/maintainer, it's a really good representation of a scarred by Billy Bob Lefty. Post on AgentFail, post on...