Londo_Jowo
Lifer
Psychobabble is a word that is used by people who get lost easily trying to follow a conversation that requires introspection and are too egotistical to admit they are shallow. It is commonly used by the brain defective. It's a way to offhandedly dismiss people with whom you feel out of your depth to protect your ego from that recognition. You make yourself so small when you do that, and why?.........because you feel so small already.
In therapy, which of course because of your egotistical pride you would never need, how then would you look down on others, you could root up the reasons you were made to feel that way, who it was that put you down and how you were humiliated, why you have the ego you do and why you had to encase yourself in its stone to survive. You could find a way to be reborn. But you would have to find a very good therapist to do it and there are few around with real understanding. Don't go to one who offers you pills and positive thinking, go to one who asks you how you feel. It is this you do not know and the key to everything.
Good luck, my friend. I wish you all of the bliss and the joy down that path that was given to me, or rather that I paid for with real dollar hard cash that's made me a very valuable human being. 😉
I have been through many psychological exams throughout my military and professional career (entry for working in a nuclear power plants) and no problems were noted. As I've aged I have mellowed and very seldom feel anger. I never went through any self hate/loathing stage or depressionin my life.
Maybe you should follow your doctor's advice and treatment plan he has prescibed for you. No doubt you still have anger issues you try to blame on others as well as lashing at those you do not agree with in this forum. Hopefully you will be able to let your anger go and learn to enjoy life. Have a nice day.