It has been since August 3rd 3:22pm EST since I have smoked a cigarette yay me ..
Bur these last couple of weeks have been the toughest. I just get so damn pissed off, so damn quickly that I fear that it may cost me my job or maybe an assault charge.
When I get mad, I just get mad down to my inner core it seems and want it to stop. I have raised my voice at my immediate boss and his boss, at customers, my wife catched it badly at times. I feel like the modern version of Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, for I am fine one minute and then wishing to inflict harm just for having to repeat myself to someone.
Thought about going to doc to get some happy pills, I just hate to because it seems that once a person start those mood altering drugs that they never stop..
Anyone have any other ideas or will this just go away on its own?
Bur these last couple of weeks have been the toughest. I just get so damn pissed off, so damn quickly that I fear that it may cost me my job or maybe an assault charge.
When I get mad, I just get mad down to my inner core it seems and want it to stop. I have raised my voice at my immediate boss and his boss, at customers, my wife catched it badly at times. I feel like the modern version of Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde, for I am fine one minute and then wishing to inflict harm just for having to repeat myself to someone.
Thought about going to doc to get some happy pills, I just hate to because it seems that once a person start those mood altering drugs that they never stop..
Anyone have any other ideas or will this just go away on its own?