I feel like starting another YAGT. (Yet Another Girl Thread)
I've been dating this girl for about a month and a half now. I like her, in my book she's damn near perfect.
So we go to a New Year's Party with the couple that set us up. They're married. The night is progressing fine, I had a crap load of shots of some stuff, I'm not sure what it was, plus my own case of Smirnoff Ice that I had brought (plus someone else's 12-pack) and some beer. We're all having a grand old time.
Our friend's husband was having some fun (and being sober) reached out my gf's shirt to undo the leather strap that tied the top together. Well, being completely wasted, I reached out to his forearm to grab him off. Now, there's no way in hell I could have done anything to back up my motion and he knew it. I completely backed off. But I'm not sure where on earth that even came from. I spent the rest of the night just freaking moping and being pissed off at what I had done.
I made sure my friends made me stop drinking after that moment. They assured me that she was drunk and she would either not remember it and that she liked me enough to not worry about it.
Today, I get a call and she tells me it's over.
Alright. I told her that I liked her more than anyone else I've ever met and that it kinda scared me, and that I was drunk. It wasn't an excuse, but I never get that wasted and that was just being too drunk. I asked her not to just let it go at that, but if that's what she felt, then I wouldn't force the issue. Asked her to call me tomorrow, but she's going out. Plus she's going out with an old boyfriend of hers this Saturday that she just ran into. She has issues with the jealousy that I showed.
No biggie. When she told me she was going out with someone else this weekend, it didn't faze me. I wasn't jealous, but I didn't tell her that.
What pisses me off the most is that I screwed up. That I actually allowed myself to get that drunk. That I can't figure out where that bit of jealousy came from.
I don't know what I'm going to do other than keep going on with my life. I sincerely hope she gives me another chance, but I'm not going to bother or harrass her about it. If she wants to let it go, then I'll let it be. I won't go where I'm not wanted.
Anyway. If you've read this, thanks. I just felt like getting it out there in the world. I've talked it over with a few of my friends at work and thought it over in my head ever since that night and it's driving me nuts. Oh, and if you're going to post how much you hate these girl threads, hey, it's your right. But keep in mind that I don't crap in your threads, so please don't crap in mine.
I've been dating this girl for about a month and a half now. I like her, in my book she's damn near perfect.
So we go to a New Year's Party with the couple that set us up. They're married. The night is progressing fine, I had a crap load of shots of some stuff, I'm not sure what it was, plus my own case of Smirnoff Ice that I had brought (plus someone else's 12-pack) and some beer. We're all having a grand old time.
Our friend's husband was having some fun (and being sober) reached out my gf's shirt to undo the leather strap that tied the top together. Well, being completely wasted, I reached out to his forearm to grab him off. Now, there's no way in hell I could have done anything to back up my motion and he knew it. I completely backed off. But I'm not sure where on earth that even came from. I spent the rest of the night just freaking moping and being pissed off at what I had done.
I made sure my friends made me stop drinking after that moment. They assured me that she was drunk and she would either not remember it and that she liked me enough to not worry about it.
Today, I get a call and she tells me it's over.
Alright. I told her that I liked her more than anyone else I've ever met and that it kinda scared me, and that I was drunk. It wasn't an excuse, but I never get that wasted and that was just being too drunk. I asked her not to just let it go at that, but if that's what she felt, then I wouldn't force the issue. Asked her to call me tomorrow, but she's going out. Plus she's going out with an old boyfriend of hers this Saturday that she just ran into. She has issues with the jealousy that I showed.
No biggie. When she told me she was going out with someone else this weekend, it didn't faze me. I wasn't jealous, but I didn't tell her that.
What pisses me off the most is that I screwed up. That I actually allowed myself to get that drunk. That I can't figure out where that bit of jealousy came from.
I don't know what I'm going to do other than keep going on with my life. I sincerely hope she gives me another chance, but I'm not going to bother or harrass her about it. If she wants to let it go, then I'll let it be. I won't go where I'm not wanted.
Anyway. If you've read this, thanks. I just felt like getting it out there in the world. I've talked it over with a few of my friends at work and thought it over in my head ever since that night and it's driving me nuts. Oh, and if you're going to post how much you hate these girl threads, hey, it's your right. But keep in mind that I don't crap in your threads, so please don't crap in mine.
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