gah.
just had a conversation with the new sucker for that damn aussie girl.
she's now sending out her lackeys to annoy me. it's getting tiresome. (i was recieving hate-mail for a few weeks by some others of her friends)
I have to say... about half of you guys were right, she's a bitch. (but at least she's not a guy). sorry for not listening to good advice when i was given it. Gah. why the hell am i still protecting her when she does this sh1t? looks like the pimple - farmers actually succeeded in giving good advice... though i was too dumb to take it.
oh, and cliff notes of the chat log:
girls new boyfriend messages me.
asks me why i did some things
i tell him why, also tell him a couple less than great things about girl, and deny doing a few things.
i purposefully dont tell him some of the more negative stuff about girl.
guy dont beleive me.
guy leaves.
so that's it. i wish i'd figured out how manipulative she was early on... i wish i hadnt shown her a community I was part of... and i wish i didnt have the damn moral set i do (so i would tell her friends what is wrong with her.)
anyway, that's my rant.
sorry for such a crappy rant.
just had a conversation with the new sucker for that damn aussie girl.
she's now sending out her lackeys to annoy me. it's getting tiresome. (i was recieving hate-mail for a few weeks by some others of her friends)
Session Start (MSN - Walleye:macdonaldcs1985@hotmail.com): Tue Oct 21 15:44:10 2003
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: hey walleye
Walleye: uh yeah?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: its colin
Walleye: i know
Walleye: i was suprised to see you message me
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: i need to ask u something
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: how could u make Kylie make those videos for u?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: do u realise what u have done to her?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: ....
Walleye: for someone who had done it before and since, she seems (and you seem) aufully concerned about one instance of it
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: what?
Walleye: what what? it is as clear as day
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: she has done it since? who does she do it for?
Walleye: i'm *guessing* she's done it since
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: so u dont acutally know
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: well she told me she hasnt
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: what she did for u really hurt her
Walleye: throughout the course of that, there's a lot of things i wasnt sure about that turned out to be true.
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: what do u mean?
Walleye: i find it hard to beleive anything she says anymore. her "pain" included
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: why how has she lied to u?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: and remember obviously im going to bleieve her over u
Walleye: she hasnt exactly been forthcoming with the truth throughout the time i've known her
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: about what tihngs?
Walleye: *that* is none of your business.
Walleye: she wants you to know, she'll tell you
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: id rather u told me
Walleye: why?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: cause i do, i feel so sorry for her...haveing to do those things for u
Walleye: she didnt HAVE to do anything
Walleye: she even told me that after i apologized
Walleye: over and over again
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: she told me she HAD to do it or else u were going to tell ROb her ex-bf about something else
Walleye: i didnt even know rob at that point
Walleye: and there's something SERIOUSLY wrong with that statement
Walleye: if you want to know, ask her.
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: tell me then since u are up with this knolwdge
Walleye: i dont know if SHE wants to tell you this
Walleye: if not, it's not my place to do so
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: tell me
Walleye: no
Walleye: not till she tells me okay
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: wtf is it- for gods sake im her guy and she is so mysterious to me sometimes
Walleye: yeah.. she is that.
Walleye: listen. i'm a loyal person. so i wont tell you till she tells me it's okay to tell you.
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: loyal?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: and i hope u deleteed those videos she sent u
Walleye: even if she hates me, she's still a friend of mine (even if i aint a friend of hers)
Walleye: yes, i deleted those when she asked me to
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: good
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: she told me u forced her to do them through blackmail
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: was she really naked in them?
Walleye: as she told me, another person i know in the diablo 2 community blackmailed her, and some other clique of friends had blackmailed her before for videos. (i am not so sure i beleive that anymore)
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: 3 groups of people????
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: howdid they black mail her?
Walleye: that's what she said for the first time is that they blackmailed her.
Walleye: alright, i'll go over the entire damn history of those videos
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: ...
Walleye: she mentioned in passing conversation that she had previously done striptease for a group of people... i'm not sure of the exact wording, though.
Walleye: i asked her about it, and jokingly asked her to do some for me
Walleye: i pressed her, which i should have, and am ashamed of.
Walleye: anyway, she makes videos then tells me that the other people who got them blackmailed her for them (i find that harder and harder to beleive)
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: who are these people
Walleye: then some time later, someone i know in d2sp.net supposedly blackmails her, and tells her that he first heard about it through me
Walleye: i dont know who they are. she never said, i didnt question. (i didnt question enough, it seems)
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: was she naked?
Walleye: now, i'm ashamed about asking her to do these videos, so i'm not about to start talk about them and "spreading rumors" which i'm sure she accuses me of
Walleye: no, she's not fully naked
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: everything excelt g string like she told me?
Walleye: thong != gstring.
Walleye: and she only bared breasts on one, and for about half a second
Walleye: and if you look at the videos her webcam makes, they're crappy pixelated, so it's not like much could be seen
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: yeah i know
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: i cant beleive she would tihnk she was forced to show her self to people on the net
Walleye: has she told you what her relationship is to me?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: ...
Walleye: alright then
Walleye: not for me to mention
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: as in the like internet like bf or something
Walleye: yeah
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: she said
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: did she or u do anytihng sexual abot it over the net?
Walleye: huh?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: what was in this internet relationship?
Walleye: a whole lot of talking. why?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: is that it?
Walleye: what do you mean? i dont get what you're getting aty
Walleye: at*
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: did she do anything on cam for u when u were 'going out'?
Walleye: haha. no.
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: right
Walleye: right what?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: im seeing her tonight anyway
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: i wasnt very nice to her last night
Walleye: i'd occasionally ask her to model whatever outfit she was wearing at the time, but more people generally were watching her webcam than me 😛
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: as in naked camming?
Walleye: huh?
Walleye: no
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: ok
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: well i beleive her version of events not yours
Walleye: you can beleive whatever you want
Walleye: that's your perogative
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: well obviously
Walleye: but the question i have is.
Walleye: why ask me if you're gonna discount what i say immediately?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: i wanna see of u are a lier like she says u are
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: and u are by the sounds of it
Walleye: damn, she's really testing my resolve now, isnt she?
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: yep
~RaVer:JuNgVoLk~: i tihnk we shoul stop talking now
Walleye: just what i was about to say.
Walleye: bye
Session Close (macdonaldcs1985@hotmail.com): Tue Oct 21 16:16:36 2003
I have to say... about half of you guys were right, she's a bitch. (but at least she's not a guy). sorry for not listening to good advice when i was given it. Gah. why the hell am i still protecting her when she does this sh1t? looks like the pimple - farmers actually succeeded in giving good advice... though i was too dumb to take it.
oh, and cliff notes of the chat log:
girls new boyfriend messages me.
asks me why i did some things
i tell him why, also tell him a couple less than great things about girl, and deny doing a few things.
i purposefully dont tell him some of the more negative stuff about girl.
guy dont beleive me.
guy leaves.
so that's it. i wish i'd figured out how manipulative she was early on... i wish i hadnt shown her a community I was part of... and i wish i didnt have the damn moral set i do (so i would tell her friends what is wrong with her.)
anyway, that's my rant.
sorry for such a crappy rant.