thatsright
Diamond Member
Originally posted by: PanzerIV
Updates, OP???
Well, hmmm. Where to begin?
Of course I should of taken some of the above advice to just run for the hills as soon as I knew the girl was married. At the least, I should of been more honest with the girl as well. I don't feel that I have lied to her about anything, just have been less than truthful. Last week I told her about my Bi-polar illness, and as expected, it was a big shock to her. She has a family member with a similar problem, so of course this made it 10x harder for her to hear my 'news.' But, surprisingly we talked it over, and as of today, she seems to of accepted it.
Of course its insane to of even gotten to this point. Its been almost a month now, ad we still chat passionately, and at length. We tried once to stop, and go our separate ways, though that didn't really pan out. For whatever reason, pure or not, we are so attracted to each other and I still have a deep feeling this isn't going to end well, and it won't surprise me when that happens. So to sum up, I'm a total idiot, and when if this ever blows up in my face, one of you guys can say 'I told ya so' in 6 months from now as I'm not taking the good advice offered here. Though we do genuinely enjoy the time together and time flies when I'm with her chatting. Well for now, I take it for what it is. Que Sera Sera
Thanks guys.