Ryan
Lifer
I used to be one of those people who never saw the appeal in drinking - I always considered myself above it, and I told myself I could have a good time with friends without being inebriated - BOY, WAS I FSCKING WRONG.
Tonight was my company Christmas Party, and around midnight we decided to head to a local Karaoke bar - My boss told me that she would foot the bill if I wanted anything - after about 6 drinks of I don't know what, I started feeling really good. We hung out for almost two hours, and as we were getting ready to leave, to find that the parking lot is covered in cops. At the time, the best solution seemed to go for a walk on the beach, so all 10 of us started our journey.
Included in this group is a guy that has been sending me really mixed signals lately, but lets just say that I have been getting the impression that he bats for the other team if you know what I mean 😉 And what do you know, him and I ended up going for a barefootwalk on the beach together until 3am in the morning, alone, by ourselves :heart:
The whole time we were talking, I kept telling myself that I was going to ask him if he was gay. I couldn't muster to ask the question for fear that if remotely, in some universe far far away, he wasn't gay, it would put him in a weird position. The last thing I want to to alienate someone 🙁 I probably would have pursued it even more, but a coworker of mine when skinny dipping and I ended up putting her back together and driving her home at 4am - talk about killing the moment.
So, what does this mean....? 😕
Tonight was my company Christmas Party, and around midnight we decided to head to a local Karaoke bar - My boss told me that she would foot the bill if I wanted anything - after about 6 drinks of I don't know what, I started feeling really good. We hung out for almost two hours, and as we were getting ready to leave, to find that the parking lot is covered in cops. At the time, the best solution seemed to go for a walk on the beach, so all 10 of us started our journey.
Included in this group is a guy that has been sending me really mixed signals lately, but lets just say that I have been getting the impression that he bats for the other team if you know what I mean 😉 And what do you know, him and I ended up going for a barefootwalk on the beach together until 3am in the morning, alone, by ourselves :heart:
The whole time we were talking, I kept telling myself that I was going to ask him if he was gay. I couldn't muster to ask the question for fear that if remotely, in some universe far far away, he wasn't gay, it would put him in a weird position. The last thing I want to to alienate someone 🙁 I probably would have pursued it even more, but a coworker of mine when skinny dipping and I ended up putting her back together and driving her home at 4am - talk about killing the moment.
So, what does this mean....? 😕
