Reliance on physical attraction is what i find most repulsive about the human spirit, and myself.
It makes me extremely depressed, because there's nothing you can do to change the irrational love you have towards people who are attractive, and don't love you back.
Or force yourself to passionately love someone who doesn't do it for you physically.
I'm experiencing both of these situations, and I'm probably the most unhappy I've ever been.
On the other hand, when love and attraction exist for both partners, the feeling is euphoric.
Is it all worth it?