Originally posted by: HelloDeli
I sometimes envy those that believe in God. Maybe if I could, some things wouldnt seem so bleak🙁
Interesting, I don't believe in God yet I think I am more optimistic than most people who do. The way I see it, if there is no afterlife, then I should live life to the fullest, and carpe diem, and get the most out of life because that's all we have. I'm not saying I'm never depressed; actually, the past few weeks have been very very depressing for me, but I always bounce back. There is always something good to offset the bad and I can choose how to look at things.
For instance, the reason I'm so stressed out is because my car sucks and I'm looking to buy a newish one. I had my sights set on a beautiful 1995 Ford Ranger that I loved, and was going to buy. That turned to sh|t, though, because the dealer didn't offer financing and it's too old to accrue an auto loan for it. So I've been spending the past few weeks looking for a similar truck from a dealer that offers financing, only I can't find a single truck I like. That alone pissed me off a great deal, as not only am I unable to find a vehcicle that I like, but while I am looking I'm driving around in this POS with a gas leak and an horrible interior that I hate.
Then, last week, my wallet was stolen, with my debit card, my license, my college ID, basically everything I need. So needless to say, that made things considerably worse. And my mood became progressively darker with each passing day. rather than wallow in despair, self-pity and anger though, I'm doing pretty well. I've decided to settle for a small car, as although it's not exactly what I want and won't do everything I would like it to, it will get great gas mileage and be a damn sight better than the one I'm driving. I still have a wonderful girlfriend, a house to live in, I'm running again and competing again, and I'm getting a decent education. Plus, I know this will all be sorted out soon; I'll have a nice new car one way or another, I'll get all my stuff from my wallet back somehow, and sooner or later things will be even better than they were.
So, all in all, I don't need a belief in a higher power or a better life after this one to keep me going or keep me happy. I'm perfectly content just to enjoy life as it is, and take the good with the bad. Perhaps one could say that my faith is in the belief that things will always get better and that just being alive is reason enough to be happy.