Just wondering here who would like to remain single and live a carefree life? That is what I am going to do.
I have taken an oath in front of my home's ancesterial altar (the place where you place deceased family member's spiritual plate) to never get involved again and from monday onwards, i shall minimize conversation with all the females in my class. I will be either work/school related or no communication or eye contact whatsoever.
Most of my best friends are guys anyways haha....I am not gay EITHER lol
Realizing how stupid and retarded i was for the past 2 years and killing enough braincells on a female organism that virtually lived in my fantasy world, i decided to never ever repeat such stupidit again. I WAS NOT RejECTED by her, i simply SAID goodbye and deleted her from my list and memory.
That BIG calligraphy writing hanging in all my rooms should serve as a good reminder to the oath i took. Anyways, from now on i shall meditate everyday before i sleep to reinforce my mentality.
For those of you who want to see my pic, here it is
It is taken during my Buddhist study at the USA Shaolin Temple in NYC back in 2002 with Sifu/Abbott shi yang min.
I am planning to go back during the chinese new year to take my officieal vow in front of Abbott Shi Yang Min about my future life, after that, it will be official.
FIND me if you can on the picture muahahaha...
FIND ME IF YOU CAN HAHA
I have taken an oath in front of my home's ancesterial altar (the place where you place deceased family member's spiritual plate) to never get involved again and from monday onwards, i shall minimize conversation with all the females in my class. I will be either work/school related or no communication or eye contact whatsoever.
Most of my best friends are guys anyways haha....I am not gay EITHER lol
Realizing how stupid and retarded i was for the past 2 years and killing enough braincells on a female organism that virtually lived in my fantasy world, i decided to never ever repeat such stupidit again. I WAS NOT RejECTED by her, i simply SAID goodbye and deleted her from my list and memory.
That BIG calligraphy writing hanging in all my rooms should serve as a good reminder to the oath i took. Anyways, from now on i shall meditate everyday before i sleep to reinforce my mentality.
For those of you who want to see my pic, here it is
It is taken during my Buddhist study at the USA Shaolin Temple in NYC back in 2002 with Sifu/Abbott shi yang min.
I am planning to go back during the chinese new year to take my officieal vow in front of Abbott Shi Yang Min about my future life, after that, it will be official.
FIND me if you can on the picture muahahaha...
FIND ME IF YOU CAN HAHA
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