Last weekend when I was at my uncle's house and his daughter (my cousin) came over with her daughter (my second cousin), I have to say I was completely truly happy when I was playing with her, she is the cutest little baby. Just put a big smile on my face. It was such a contrast for me that day, in the morning I went to visit my Grandpa who has terminal cancer and has anywhere from days to months to live, then to go to my uncle's house and see this new life (3 years old) really was just what I needed.