I've personally been doing better, going back to my psychologist, weight lifting, etc. Besides that, the girl (the one I posted about before, obvhas been affecting my life drastically. I don't know what I should do. Should I intervene or mind my own business? This is a person I've known and really felt deeply about for six years. I can't stop thinking about her and she's told me that she'll probably moving back to California or going to New York for college. This sadden me greatly but what did I expect, that she'd really live in western PA the rest of her life?
Today was kind of strange. She sat across from me and she pulled out a little seranwrap (spelling) "envelope" which held about four or five different looking pills that she gulped down with a swig of water. Her one friend asked what they were and she said something like cocaine? I didn't know or at least think you could take cocaine in a pill form. This sort of bothered me because later on in the period she started laughing and doing all sorts of strange sh!t. I don't know if it is in my head or what. I told my brother and he thinks they could be Tylenol or something of the sort. Maybe but I have no idea. The pills looked strange, different shapes ranging from a dark circular to a white capsule and such.
Am I stupid to worry about this girl or even feel for her? How do I manage to go on knowing that a very unique person is destroying herself? Am I nosey or caring? I hope you don't flame me but the reason I posted is because I really don't know what to do. None of my friends seem to know the feeling of concern and worry. Do I write a letter explaining my concern and how I've felt over the years? Or do I just allow her to be reckless and pay for her actions if the consequences lye in the future?
Today was kind of strange. She sat across from me and she pulled out a little seranwrap (spelling) "envelope" which held about four or five different looking pills that she gulped down with a swig of water. Her one friend asked what they were and she said something like cocaine? I didn't know or at least think you could take cocaine in a pill form. This sort of bothered me because later on in the period she started laughing and doing all sorts of strange sh!t. I don't know if it is in my head or what. I told my brother and he thinks they could be Tylenol or something of the sort. Maybe but I have no idea. The pills looked strange, different shapes ranging from a dark circular to a white capsule and such.
Am I stupid to worry about this girl or even feel for her? How do I manage to go on knowing that a very unique person is destroying herself? Am I nosey or caring? I hope you don't flame me but the reason I posted is because I really don't know what to do. None of my friends seem to know the feeling of concern and worry. Do I write a letter explaining my concern and how I've felt over the years? Or do I just allow her to be reckless and pay for her actions if the consequences lye in the future?
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