Well for one thing petrek, I don't see God in the same way you do. I don't think of something that exists out there as an entity with a separate existance. To me the only way that God can exist is to find him in ones own heart. He exists nowhere else but in your heart or at least he can be found nowhere else. It' a bit difficult to say what the mystery of grace is or why some have an experience of overwhealming oceanic love or how the illusion of duality collapses and one experiences oneness with the beloved. I do believe however that the experience so profoundly alters some people that they become enoumous powerhouses, like your Christ, whose impact on the hearts of others is transcendent. I think the purpose of religion isn't to worship such people but to tap the same source, a part of which may involve worship at some stage. I think too that there is another way to the same source. I think that it is sin that keeps us in chains, the illusion of sin, the feeling that we are no good. I have observed long enoughto have thoroughly convinced myself that people carry a profound concealed self hatred, one they were handed as children and one that can be uprooted, with tremendous tremendous difficulty by reliving past traumatic events and reexperiencing first hand how we were made to feel by feeling it, allowing ourselves to feel how bad we feel. I think that part of Christ's mission was to help those who enter through his door by assuring them they are forgiven. We are forgiven because we were never guilty. Our sin was to believe we were, and about that we ahd no choice. So I don't think Christianity works if a Christian hasn't forgiven himself to his core, but it can work. And I don't think that Islam always works because moslems don't always fully surrender, and so on. Psychology doesn't work because there aren't any, or enough psychologists who understand the full issue. And so forth. All I know to do is take some of the seeds that fell on my rocky ground and throw them in the air. Where they land, who can say.