1. Oh noes I have been reported. Nothing will come of it because I never said I wanted harm to come to you, I just want you to go away and I happen to think that many people here do want harm to come to you. I was just trying to make the community's response intelligible to your easily overwhelmed mind.
2. I have compassion for deserving people, particularly people who don't annoy the shit out of everyone they contact. Furthermore I identify strongly with unusual people; but by special you don't mean unusual, you mean retarded. If you want someone to hold your hand you can probably apply to Medicare or something and have that taken care of. Other than that, you really shouldn't expect anyone to tolerate you when all you do is annoy them. Even then they will only tolerate you because they're being paid for it. Stop shitposting, stop creating as many idiotic threads as you have thoughts wandering through your head, and communicate clearly. In short, you need to lurk moar until you figure out how this "online human interaction" thing works. In the mean time if you feel a void in your life I suggest conversing with Cleverbot, it's got a leg up on you in terms of grammar but otherwise I think you'll find it to be a true intellectual equal.