Little bit of a story here, hope you all can follow along.
So anyways, I was down home for the holidays. Two awesome weeks, was able to see all my buddies, partied numerous times, and the last day I was there made the whole trip super special, but at the same time made me rather sad.
I see an old high-school friend of mine when I was down there. She and I had a little bit of history (we kind of saw each other but I was still hung up on another girl and after our first kiss I kind of ditched here, very, very rude of me) but it was over five years ago and I was a totally different person back then. She is absolutely stunning, well to me anyways. At first she was still pissed off at me for doing what I did to her five years ago, and I completely understood. But after a while she did realize that I have gotten my "sh1t" together and she warmed up to me a little bit. After a few parties we became pretty close. Nothing sexual or anything just a lot of talking and bonding.
So my last night rolls around, last Saturday to be exact. I was over at a friends house having a very small social. Drank a few beers and around 1am I headed home because I needed to be awake to catch a plane at 10am and then drive for another 5 hours to get home for class the next day. When I open the door I noticed there was a note on my seat. She told me that she was sorry for not stopping by and to give her a call or stop by that night to say goodbye.
To make this long story short I went over there at 1am, didn't leave till 8am.....got home, packed, caught my plane at 10am, drove for 5 hours, got to my "real" home at 4pm, went to sleep at 7pm and didn't wake up until 10am the next day. 30 hours being awake, 15 being asleep straight. Needless to say today was not a good day! lol.
I had the most amazing time with her that night. Mind-blowing goodness (if you know what I mean). I really care for this girl too, it sux because we both said no-strings attached. She is just an extremely special person and I want her to know that but without freaking her out. We are both young and free-spirited, and the last thing I wanted was to get attached to someone. But I am, to an impossible situation. I go to school in Alaska, she goes to school in Providence, RI. I know I will see her this summer but her and I both don't want a long-distance thing. I don't know how she feels about me, I get the feeling that the whole "no-strings" thing isn't working how she wanted it either.
What should I do? No matter what I want to be her friend but she made me feel something that I haven't felt in quite sometime. She made me feel overjoyed with care for someone else.....
Thanks! And the reason I am ranting this all to you all is that all my friends don't understand how to care for someone, they are just looking for the next piece of bootie.
So anyways, I was down home for the holidays. Two awesome weeks, was able to see all my buddies, partied numerous times, and the last day I was there made the whole trip super special, but at the same time made me rather sad.
I see an old high-school friend of mine when I was down there. She and I had a little bit of history (we kind of saw each other but I was still hung up on another girl and after our first kiss I kind of ditched here, very, very rude of me) but it was over five years ago and I was a totally different person back then. She is absolutely stunning, well to me anyways. At first she was still pissed off at me for doing what I did to her five years ago, and I completely understood. But after a while she did realize that I have gotten my "sh1t" together and she warmed up to me a little bit. After a few parties we became pretty close. Nothing sexual or anything just a lot of talking and bonding.
So my last night rolls around, last Saturday to be exact. I was over at a friends house having a very small social. Drank a few beers and around 1am I headed home because I needed to be awake to catch a plane at 10am and then drive for another 5 hours to get home for class the next day. When I open the door I noticed there was a note on my seat. She told me that she was sorry for not stopping by and to give her a call or stop by that night to say goodbye.
To make this long story short I went over there at 1am, didn't leave till 8am.....got home, packed, caught my plane at 10am, drove for 5 hours, got to my "real" home at 4pm, went to sleep at 7pm and didn't wake up until 10am the next day. 30 hours being awake, 15 being asleep straight. Needless to say today was not a good day! lol.
I had the most amazing time with her that night. Mind-blowing goodness (if you know what I mean). I really care for this girl too, it sux because we both said no-strings attached. She is just an extremely special person and I want her to know that but without freaking her out. We are both young and free-spirited, and the last thing I wanted was to get attached to someone. But I am, to an impossible situation. I go to school in Alaska, she goes to school in Providence, RI. I know I will see her this summer but her and I both don't want a long-distance thing. I don't know how she feels about me, I get the feeling that the whole "no-strings" thing isn't working how she wanted it either.
What should I do? No matter what I want to be her friend but she made me feel something that I haven't felt in quite sometime. She made me feel overjoyed with care for someone else.....
Thanks! And the reason I am ranting this all to you all is that all my friends don't understand how to care for someone, they are just looking for the next piece of bootie.
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