Let's talk of psychology a little, shall we? So if you don't want to read this noone makes you to so would you please just drift away from this thread if you don't like it.
How do you think, if someone feels like crap inside and everything seems soo black is it always determined by external factors of life or internal (I mean those psychological ones inside the individual)? I wonder if it's all about the latter. During the last couple of months external things in my life stayed just the same, but I literally went through hell inside, can't find the right words to explain.
I mean, only 2 months ago I knew exactly what I was doing, now I do that, and one day it all just seems wrong. I have been on the wrong track and not doing what I should have been doing. I don't know what's right and what's wrong in this situation, I feel like I'm lost in a boat in the middle of an ocean and don't know where to sail.
I'm trying to describe what I feel. The best way to imagine that would be if you picture yourself having slept all your life and then bang... One day you just wake up and stare around. I feel like I slept through my entire life and only recently I realized what the heck was going on, or just trying to start to realize that. And I'm not sure whether what I realize is right or it's just another illusion and another dream.
So I come to this place where seems to be lots of people with unclouded minds, not like me, and I'd like to profit from your wisdom. What is your response having read all this? But please... be honest.
Thank you for reading the above.
How do you think, if someone feels like crap inside and everything seems soo black is it always determined by external factors of life or internal (I mean those psychological ones inside the individual)? I wonder if it's all about the latter. During the last couple of months external things in my life stayed just the same, but I literally went through hell inside, can't find the right words to explain.
I mean, only 2 months ago I knew exactly what I was doing, now I do that, and one day it all just seems wrong. I have been on the wrong track and not doing what I should have been doing. I don't know what's right and what's wrong in this situation, I feel like I'm lost in a boat in the middle of an ocean and don't know where to sail.
I'm trying to describe what I feel. The best way to imagine that would be if you picture yourself having slept all your life and then bang... One day you just wake up and stare around. I feel like I slept through my entire life and only recently I realized what the heck was going on, or just trying to start to realize that. And I'm not sure whether what I realize is right or it's just another illusion and another dream.
So I come to this place where seems to be lots of people with unclouded minds, not like me, and I'd like to profit from your wisdom. What is your response having read all this? But please... be honest.
Thank you for reading the above.
Good luck 
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