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Today started a new beginning for me.

Anarchist420

Diamond Member
Well, I was (re)Diagnosed with Autism spectrum disorder (in 94 it was possible PDD-NOS, '01 was Asperger's Syndrome) and am off the prescriptions drugs I hated so much from when I had just turned 4 years old until now. I am on some luvox, but it isn't that much. It isn't good, but it isn't too bad.

I no longer want my dad's medical license suspended (side note: for the past 5 minutes, he has been bitchin' and stomping on the middle floor of the condo he is kind enough to share with me).

I don't want to sue anyone.

the Y-DNA and mtDNA I inherited enthuse me (and not just me for sure); that is I all I want from now on.

the matrilineal line I have was not "Roman"; it is actually Alpine.

I am ecstatic about what I believe my MBTI type to be.

I am myself and only myself. You are yourself and only yourself.

I won't express as much type bigotry anymore (given my disorderly "rational" personality I will still prefer S~Ps and ~NTPs over NTJs, "Idealists", "Guardians", and STJs though; I will never marry nor have sex with anyone other than NTP or SP... I can be trusted on that one for sure).

I can use my brain to ignore politics; after all, humans make laws and we all decide to what to do with them whether destructive or productive.

I won't be taking social security for various reasons, but I will be working from my parents condo on my PC that I can now appreciate.

I will probably be learning and making computer software in "mommy's basement", doing some consulting, and some writing, as I know I will move to the Outer Banks (in north carolina) next year; I will own a home there. I'd like to also contribute to the design of a future console (maybe made by Sega) manufactured only in economically depressed Berkley Springs WV, maybe start a kickstarter to make USD from an autobio.

Most of all, i wish to conceive a child in (then marry) the one I love most and will forever if and only if she ever wishes to; not sure if she'll ever love me again, but she was the only person who was ever love at first sight to me like she always will be and no one else ever will be. She is an ISFP, mtDNA haplogroup K I am sure. She glowed like an angel when I first saw her in the spring semester '08. From her, I experienced the sweetest prettiest laugh with some fart jokes I made at one point in Criminal Justice 101

According to research from the late but forever great David Keirsey (which I found at the website oddly developed types)... SFPs are most satisfied with NTPs and given all the idealism (e.g. worldly distortions induced by vaccines and poor nutrition from 6 weeks to 4 then through prescribed drugs and institutionalization until today) I have put up with through today as well as the world, his research doesn't exactly fit what is best for this "Rational".

Watch me get killed before 2015 begins. hahah. That would suck actually.

This will quite possibly be my final blog post on AT OT as I may have violated some rules.

Thanks to all for listening. Please have a good 2015.
 
A420 this sounds like a good start. Best wishes and success to any new ventures!
May I suggest marriage before the baby. That tends to be the best approach.
 
TBH, sounds like you are having a manic episode. Stay on the meds you are prescribed and take things one step at a time. Don't try or expect to go from illness to being fully functional overnight.
 
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But congrats and good luck mate.
 
I am myself and only myself. You are yourself and only yourself.

It's a shame the only relevant line in there was sandwiched in between all the other stuff that shows you're really not ready to believe that relevant line in any way, shape or form.

Good luck. You'll need it.
 
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