funny you should say that. cause today, i felt that there is simply no point in me moving forward. I know that may sounds retarded, but i just have that nuclear winter feeling. I mean, as a kid, i never saw my future, i mean, that is why i've had so much trouble in deciding what i wanted to become. today was a hit at me, telling me that my life is at an end. i dont know why im thinking this way, but i feel there is no use. dont get me wrong, i will still register and go to school, which starts next thursday, but everything, isn't the same.....
and it wont be for a long time.