What motivates my thinking here is the observation of your repetitive, sociopathic behavior, that's characterized by fits of rage, gross egotism, and blatant hypocrisy. You abuse people for doing a thing, then do that same thing yourself. Profane anger and attempts at intimidation are your tools against those who voice differing opinions (common around here), however you profess to have an enlightened perspective. When the irony of that is brought up, you meet it with even more hostility and attempt to deflect it all back at the observer.
You aren't converting anyone with that behavior, all you're doing is enjoying emotional release from being an asshole while attempting to wear the guise of a wise and righteous person. IOW, you're far worse than those who make no grandiose claims and push people further away from whatever grand insights you proclaim to have discovered. If none of your new-age psycho/spiritual "perspectives" have made you a better person, why should anyone look at them as anything more than bullshit and evidence of your own mental illness? :hmm: