I pushed myself in and waited to be released from everything except forgetting
Sensation came eventually, my fingertips squeezed and my mind pulsated
with waves of up and down. Why did my dreams disappear three years ago?
Where has the waterfall gone to? I'm not supposed to stop wanting things.
But have I? I sit. Stare. Breathe. Think about my next sleep. My
next meal. The blandness of being in control
and doing
nothing.
Is this my new pit hole?
Sensation came eventually, my fingertips squeezed and my mind pulsated
with waves of up and down. Why did my dreams disappear three years ago?
Where has the waterfall gone to? I'm not supposed to stop wanting things.
But have I? I sit. Stare. Breathe. Think about my next sleep. My
next meal. The blandness of being in control
and doing
nothing.
Is this my new pit hole?
